Having my feet back on the ground makes me feel secure and even the windstorms of the middle east couldn’t knock me down. I am on top of everest, on top of the world- atop of the stars, I am the universe. I am the king of the feeble, the king of hearts found fifty two times in your magic deck of thin cardboard. We are two leaves left on the last dressed tree, but we are not crumbling like the rest because my love is so fresh and has the sweet scent of the rarest flower of sensuality. When I am sober, I am the strongest man on earth on display in the steroid department the largest of people envy me and I stare back at them with that courageous look in my eye. I am the most beautiful porcelain doll you have ever seen, limited edition understocked in city windows. I am pined for. I am envied. I am everything anyone has ever wanted- but I am yours and that is all I want.
Wishes are coming true like snow is falling. Maybe each flake is a prayer I sent. My friends are back where they belong with me, keeping my soul warm when scarves and hats no longer work. Home for the holidays with you, though forgive me when the sun does set and I need to return to someone who needs me more than anything.